1st Public Experience

All names and places changed to protect their privacy.


Late in the evening I received a text from Carter right at the same time I was texting him, to confirm 3pm for the next day. He informed me that I could expect to be tied up and spanked at “The Event”, and then a little surprise for Sunday. I just sat in my car staring at my cell phone reading the text over and over. I truly did not know I would be partaking in anything at “The Event”, so my heart was pounding and I felt my face flush with excitement and my nerves twinging. I told myself to be thankful.

After I arrived, I showed the guys what possible things I could wear and it was decided on the red schoolgirl skirt, the black corset top with fishnet thigh highs that had some red ribbon tied into it, and the short boot heels. The girls came in and right away I felt comfortable, they were welcoming and down to earth. Same with Jaylin and Rex when they arrived, I never felt like the oddball. When Shilah came, I was trying to figure out who she was since I had never heard her name before. She was a cute little thing, quiet and sweet.

Finally it was time to go, and we were off to “The Event”. I swear, I thought I would be so freaked out even getting out of the car dressed in something you don’t see in everyday vanilla life. But knowing that Carter and Ernie liked it, and that the other girls were dressed in the same type of way, I could have cared less what anyone would have thought. It was as though it was only “us” that existed. I continued to feel that way for the rest of the entire evening.

Cristi quickly poured us all a drink and the evening began.

I am not even sure what took place right before this, but Carter motioned for me to follow him into one of the rooms. Without thinking, I did. He handed me his drink and said to wait there and that he would be right back. The rooms have glass walls so I could see where he went, and what he got…. his toy bag. My heart didn’t know what to do and I felt my face get hot. He sat next to me on the couch, took both our drinks from me, setting them aside and ordered me onto my knees in front of him facing away. I don’t know what was going through my head, but the only way to describe it, is to say that I went into “sub mode”.

He tied my arms very tightly behind my back with the rope wrapping around my chest, making me very aware of every breath I took. While he did this, I believe is when the rest of the group came in. I didn’t know what I was supposed to do. Sit there with my head down, stare straight ahead, or chat with them? I think I knelt there with some glances here and there, unsure if this was the proper thing for me to do. I could hear Ernie asking him about the rope and Carter explaining it. Suddenly a pillow was set onto the ground; he told me to put my face down into it, and ass into the air. I felt my inner thighs sort of tapped, indicating to open them up wider. I could not believe I was exposed like this for more than one person. I had to almost not think about it, yet my adrenaline was rushing. Getting self conscious at a time like this, was not going to help me so I put aside the thoughts that went flying through my head and only focused on the things that turned me on, and awaiting a possible order.

I felt my skirt lift up. My ass and black thong was now exposed and cooling off from the air. Quickly that coolness was replaced by some light rubs, and little warming up smacks to my cheeks. Slowly the bare hand spanks got harder and harder. A hand took mine, quickly reassuring and comforting me. A finger was gagging me, my hair pulled. I could sense the change of pace and touch in the spankings, and I knew it was not just Carter doing it. Once my ass was nice and hot, I was pulled up and ordered to say thank you. I looked up to see Ernie and Rex sitting there casually. I looked at Ernie and said thank you, but quickly looking back at Carter, as he was my comfort zone. He pointed back at Ernie and said, “Thank you, what?” I was aroused by the correction, and immediately said, “Thank you Sir” to Ernie. Carter nodded toward Rex and I repeated myself to him, and then again to Carter.

My feelings were arousal and embarrassment. I was okay though, and I was happy. I had never ever had more than one person with me when doing anything like this. Not only was it the three of them, but the girls too, along with the glass walls and everyone else in the room. Carter then asked if I wanted to stay tied up or not. I never know how to answer those questions, I told him with a giggle that it was up to him, so he told me to sit there like that for a while then.

He decided to pull over the stool thing that Cristi had been sitting on and had me lay over it but keep my knees placed on the ground. At that time I remember Jaylin asking if she could put a pillow under my knees. I could not see her, but she stayed down by my ass, and asked permission to touch me, while Carter and Rex used me as their footstool. Another first. I embraced it and enjoyed it. It was actually relaxing. I didn’t know what to do with my wandering eyes, I wondered if I should close them or keep them open. A few times Rex caught me looking at him and he’d put a leg over my face. Something about that made me even more comfortable because it eliminated an option for me. I just closed my eyes and quit wondering what to do with them! I heard Carter and him talking about my ass, which led to a couple emotions. I fear rejection so I kept wondering if I looked okay. Arousal took place again. There was some slight humiliation involved in how I felt as well.

Jaylin asked me what color I was, and I had no idea what she meant. I had actually never had anyone ask me that before. But when she said “Are you red, yellow or green?” I understood and said green. Her face lit up and she nodded her head in satisfaction with my answer. She was lightly rubbing my backside. She is the first woman to ever touch me. Again, I embraced it and I only let myself think of what was amazing about it. That is, the dynamic here. She had to ask permission, I believe she asked both Carter and Rex. This concept alone was exciting for me. Just having another submissive around was hot. Seeing how she and her Dom interacted together intrigued me. Rex asked me later what my color was, and I told him yellow only because my hand was asleep so him and Ernie massaged my hands and moved the rope the best they could. It helped a lot. When Carter came back, he untied me, and massaged my arms as well.

From that scene on I was in submissive mode. I sensed and felt my need to cater to and make the best of this evening for Carter. I care about him dearly and wanted to make him proud, along with have a good report for his submissive/girlfriend (she was unable to attend and asked me to go with him) in regards to me. I only knew Carter when I first got to her place, and she had asked me to go with him, so my sub mode sort of kicked in not only for myself, but also for her and for him. I wanted him to have a good time with a submissive friend (even though idk what I am doing half the time) and I knew she trusted me so I went for it. I knew there was no pressure, expectations or questions with Carter.

Having said that, I got him his drinks or food, asked him if I could use the restroom. He made me wait till he finished smoking. I was amused by it. We all went upstairs and sprawled across a couple of beds and relaxed and chatted, watched the oldies screw, finger and blow each other, it was quite entertaining. Another first. I have never seen people just fuck like that!

At one point when I went to get some drinks, Rex and Jaylin were getting some as well. They causally asked me how I felt about the scene that took place. Upon telling them, I mentioned that she was the first girl that ever touched me. They both looked at me, flabbergasted. As I poured a drink, I saw her talking with him and the next thing I knew, Rex tells her to ask me. She asked me if later on in the night, if she could kiss me. Even though I sensed that would be her question, I was stunned, flattered and replied telling her that if a scene led to that, then it would be okay.

Next, I am being summoned to the room with the St. Andrews cross in it. I was kind of shocked and I joked saying “No, use Cristi.” By this time in the night, there was a lot more people there and more scenes going on. My skirt came off, shirt pulled up, blindfold put on, and tied to the cross face into it. Carter and Rex flogged me pretty good, sometimes two at a time. It hurt, but I loved taking it. I could hear something to the right of me. I sounded like someone was getting spanked, or hit, loudly. I was told to count out the last 5 strikes, the 5th one coming twice and being the most stinging. Once untied, I felt somewhat dizzy and I was given water. I felt very taken care of and I deeply appreciated it. I was proud to be there with whom I was with.

Once I sort of came to, I realized it was Jaylin next to my right side, bound to some saddle like looking thing, ball gag where it belonged, and a cherry red ass. Rex was using a whip on her, the first time I’ve ever seen anything like it. My mouth dropped open as I gasped and watched in disbelief. I could see in Jaylin’s body that she needed it, wanted it, and loved it. I told Carter that watching them almost made me emotional, in a good way. Just seeing the two of them fulfilling each other’s deepest desires and needs, was phenomenal.

Shortly after this, we decided to leave and go to “The Bar”, another place I had never been to. It was different that I thought but it was cool. We got a drink and Carter showed me around, the dance floor, patio and upstairs. He made me tell one of the dancers I liked her hair even though I didn’t want to! We went upstairs where there was a hot female Domme dominating a hot female sub. After watching the scene Carter walked over to the St. Andrews cross and waved me in. I was saying to him “What? Again? I can’t do this right now, after those super hot chicks being up there!” I was kind of self-conscious and didn’t feel as good-looking as them, but I pushed it out of my head and he offered me the blindfold, which I eagerly accepted. He told me to just focus on him, and explained that he’d be working the front of me this time and that the skirt was coming off. I told him I have never had my front flogged! I was kind of scared since there were a lot of people, and I wasn’t sure how I was going to react to the pain on the front of my body. It was really painful (especially on the pussy and upper insides of thighs) but I was happy to endure it. It was Carter and Rex there once the blindfold came off at the end. I remember letting out a slight chuckle when I saw them both standing there.

After untied, Carter said for me to kneel and kiss his feet…. I never in my life imagined myself doing that. If a man asked me outside of a scene if I would do that, I would have said “not so much”. But during the scene, it just went with the flow. I think with it being publicized, with adrenaline, and being with someone I trust made the difference.

Everyone seemed pretty tired after that, so we took off and had Ernie drive us home with a stop at In & Out burgers first. Once everyone ate, they took off. Right as Rex and Jaylin were leaving, she came over to me on the couch bed, hopped up and started taking off my shirt saying, “Take your corset off”. She had grabbed a little t-shirt and then put it on me. I was like …… wow. I was definitely embarrassed, as my chest had not been exposed the entire night and the guys were right there. It was a simple gesture, but I just have never had anything like that before. She is adorable though.

Come morning time Carter made scrambled eggs and we chatted for a bit. After eating we got up and I was a little nervous not knowing what could take place next. Since I had no idea what the plan was, I wanted to freshen up with baby wipes! I started fishing through my suitcase, when Carter took my arm and said, “Before you do that, come here” He led me into his submissive’s room, stood me in front of him, and instructed me to take my clothes off. I mentioned that I wanted to freshen up since I just woke up, and he said that I would be okay. I removed my clothes and stood there. He explained that I would be sucking his cock, spitting his cum into a little cup and that we were making ice cubes for her to utilize once she came home. He said he was going to take a couple pictures and send them to her. She loved the idea of all it.

I was told to kneel. I did. He reached for nipple clamps and I whimpered, as nipple pain will make tears spring immediately. He attached them, but thankfully not too tight. He asked me to lean back in order to take the first picture. He then told me with a smile and held his arms out to the side of himself in a proud manner, “Do your job!”

With that, I inched closer to him with my face in his crotch. I slid his navy blue boxer briefs down, and he stepped out of them. Tossing them aside, my first thought was I want him hard. I took his cock into my hands and licked him to get him fully wet. I took him all the way into my mouth, feeling his hardness quickly form, which turned me on immensely.

He took me by my hair causing me to gasp as he pulled me off of him. I looked up at him reaching toward his cock with my mouth. I could see the gleam in his eyes when he asked if I liked sucking him. I replied “Yes, Sir” and reached again, only this time him allowing my mouth to be filled by his cock. He used my hair to guide my mouth on and off of him, to fuck my mouth, and invade my throat.

My slobber and spit was building up, drool slipping out of my mouth. He ordered my hands behind my back and I believe he was taking a picture at this point. He pulled my face off of him again saying something about how dirty I looked with all the spit everywhere and asked if I liked it. I know I smiled and nodded, then quickly saying “Yes Sir”. He allowed me to use my hands then and I worked him efficiently gagging myself on him. I love gagging on cock, it is super hot and reminds me of my place, there solely for the purpose of pleasing him, just a hole for his cock to enjoy.

By the slight tension is his body I sensed him nearing climax, and sure enough he asked if I was ready for his cum, and ready to spit it into the cup. I was more than ready. I felt his cock pulsating against my lips and he held my head in place to receive his cum. He slid out of my mouth, and handed me the tiny white plastic cup. He got his phone ready for a picture, and snapped as I spit my mouthful into the cup.

I got up and followed him into the kitchen. As he got the ice tray, I asked if I could clean my face off. He said yes, and I rinsed off in the kitchen sink while he poured the specimen into the tray. He was spreading the spit and cum into each separate cube. I asked him if he really was going to make her drink them, and he said yes. He said the idea was very hot to him.

Thanks to my dear friend, Carter’s submissive, I was able to have this experience. I was exhilarated.
Jae
XoxoX

"Spread"

I imagine that you are in a non pitiful mood,that you want to spank and beat me.
You put me on all fours on your bed, blindfolded and instruct me to spread my ass
cheeks with my hands. I hesitate so you spank me 6 times hard, with your hand.
Again you tell me to spread my ass cheeks.... as I start to do it, I ask you what your'e going to do. You spank me again several times, tell me not to ask questions and you shove my head down into the bed. You grab my hands and put them on my ass and say "Spread them!". Reluctantly, I do.

Now I'm on my face and knees. As I hold myself open you use your crop to spank me
on my ass, being careful not to hit my hands. Then you move on down beating my upper thighs. As it begins to hurt I start losing my positioning and sort of slip into a laying down position, so you rip my hands off of my ass, grab my body and hold me while you spank me until I am begging you to stop. Momentarily you do,and you ask me if you said it was ok for me to move? I say no, but that it was hurting so I couldn't help it. You begin slapping my reddened, hot spankable ass again and I'm now nearing tears.

You say you don't care that it hurts, that I will learn to obey you. You stand up and order me again onto all fours and to spread my ass. At this point I'll do what you ask, after that spanking, tears streaming down my cheeks. You are now fingering me and tell me how filthy I am to be wet after being treated like this. The dynamic is twisted, yet beautiful and we both love it. Pain, tears, arousal, sensations, anticipation and all of that together is phenomenal.

You spit on my asshole and start rubbing it. I tense a little, which makes you chuckle. Now you're inserting a smaller sized dildo into my pussy, and you leave it there. You attach some clamps to my nipples taking my breath away. You have me suck your hard throbbing cock while you grip my hair and fuck my throat causing spit to
ooze out the sides of my mouth. You pull out and let me catch one breath before you're gagging me again with your cock.

You're on your knees while your cock is jammed in my mouth and you are basically holding me in place now as you lean over me to open my ass yourself and put your finger inside my tight asshole. Because of your intelligent positioning, I am unable to squirm away and have no choice but to accept you inside my mouth and asshole. After a few moments you stop and get up. You grab my face and tell me in my ear that I need to be good and not to move. I reply in a whisper, "Yes Sir".

You slap me and say ...louder, slut! I repeat in a louder tone. You give me a kiss on the forehead and order me yet once again to open my ass for you. So again I am on my face and knees, spread and holding myself open, somewhat whimpering in
massive anticipation for what could be next. You fuck my pussy hard with the dildo that's inside me, merciless. You can tell you're hurting me, that its too deep and rough. But you love it, and then you leave it there inside my sore, wet hole.

I don't hear anything. I sense that you're gone and not in your room. I yell out, what are you doing? Within seconds you're at my face again and you ask me sternly, if you said it was ok to speak? I say no Sir. You exit the room again leaving me blindfolded in this vulnerable, submissive position. I want to defy you and just lay down comfortably, but I know that would disappoint you and result in some harsh punishment. So I remain motionless in position, obeying you.

I imagine that you go about your daily business, maybe flip thru the tv channels. About 20 minutes pass by the time you come back in and spit on my ass again, chuckling when I gasp. You then jam your finger in and before I can say anything you bark out "Don't move, quiet." You insert something else like a small butt plug and leave it in there. You remove the dildo and fuck me good and hard with your own hardness, that I have been waiting for. You know this, so you pull out quickly and yank my hair back while also gripping my neck. You tell me if I want to get fucked I need to beg like the filthy whore I am. I try to speak so you release my neck a little letting me whimper out "Please Sir, fuck my hole. I'm so wet. I need your dick deep in me, fuck me like I'm your doll."

You are now fucking me so hard from behind your hands full of my ass as you pound me, thrashing me around. After a little bit you pull out and tell me to roll over. I do.... but awkwardly as I am not used to anything in my ass. I tell you that I don't like the plug, that it's uncomfortable. You kiss me on my lips to quiet me and tell me that I do love it, simply because you do. You then get on top of me in a 69 position and lick and finger my pussy while your cock is in my mouth. I tell you I'm about to cum and you stop. You tell me that I may not cum until you do. So now you're on your hands and knees over me, fucking my face. Once you cum in my mouth, I swallow it all eagerly.

You get down off the bed and demand me to "Spread" which is indication for me to present myself to you laying down on my back, legs spread wide, hands on thighs. I correct my positioning as you request. You grab your desk chair and pull my body down to the edge of the bed like a gynecologist has his patients do. You hand me a vibrator and instruct me to use it on my clit. You spread open my pink wet pussy lips, inspecting it. You ask me if I would like to cum. I nod my head yes. You slap the insides of my things and tell me to speak up. I know you want me to beg, so I do. "Please allow me to cum, Sir. Please?" You put your fingers inside me. You start slowly while I use the pocket rocket on my clit. I'm starting to reach orgasm, so now you're fucking my pussy with 3 fingers. I feel it cumming and I ask for permission and I'm thankful you allow it. Afterwards you come up to my face, kiss me and remove the blindfold.

XoxoX, Jae

First Punishment

It was two hours passed the time Sir had asked me to arrive at his place. I couldn’t help it though since I was required to do my first enema earlier during that day, which resulted in my having to use the restroom more frequently than normal. Sir had requested a specific outfit for me to wear, which was a school girl plaid skirt, see thru black lace shirt with no bra and black boots. Oh and who can forget the favorite panties part? I really didn’t want to wear this but he insisted. So I changed into it about a block away from his place and at this point I shocked myself by how nervous I was. I began to sweat, which is unusual for me. By the time I got to his door, I was not only sweating, I was also shaking. I really didn’t think I would be that nervous, but after all that I had already done, I was not about to give up now because I knew Sir didn’t want me to and I did not want to disappoint him.

Sir and I had been talking for quite some time prior to this encounter that was about to happen. We had many laughs, frustrations, irritations, general discussions, serious discussions …..and I know that during this time of getting to know each other, Sir had come to the conclusion he wanted or needed to “fix” me. I had been somewhat defiant, mouthy and pushed Sir to his limits, hehe. Due to this sort of stuff, I had accumulated many minutes of punishment. Even though I had never experienced punishment, and I was well aware of some of the things that a punishment may include, little did I know how much it really does serve as a punishment. I was told I would be in pain, and cry. I don’t think I actually realized the truth in this.

So after putting the funny looking goggle blindfold on and Sir opened his door, I could barely walk since I was shaking so much. I think he found much amusement in this, but did what he could to ease my nerves. He took my hands and led me to a spot where he then questioned me a little on who I was and why I was there. He made sure I had told at least someone where I was and given them his address or phone number. I felt safe and gained even more respect for Sir at this point because I knew he was doing this as a safety measure.

Then he reminded me of the punishment I had earned, Sir told me to raise my hands high above my head and keep them there. He took his time removing my clothes which was the first of my sexual arousals. He clamped some things to each nipple….I freaked and yelped, lol as I don’t tolerate nipple pain very well. After a short bit he removed them, thank God!!!! Then he sucked on each one and I thought I was going to fall to the floor melting because his lips were so soft and it turned my on so much to have his mouth on my nipples. Damn.

Then the spankings began, the beginning of my punishments. Throughout, Sir asked how my arms were doing and how long I thought I could hold them up. I was more worried about the pain and burning sensation on my ass than I was my arms! Eventually I asked if I may put my arms down, and he allowed it. He then walked me to another spot which I could tell was against a bed, taped my legs together and bent me over. After he used some more items to spank me, I started begging him to stop and apologizing for what I was receiving the punishment for. I even felt myself begin to cry and felt pathetic for it.

Eventually and thankfully the ass beating ended. I am sort of unsure of the order of the way things took place, but I know Sir used a ten inch dildo inside my pussy (and no the whole thing didn’t fit), he fingered me, ate my pussy….yum. He, grrrr put some anal beads in me which I fought. Haha. He kissed me, which I very much liked but kept wondering if he was liking how I kissed him back because I know he gets super turned on by kissing. We talked, relaxed for a moment and then he announced it was time for another punishment. I was like what?!

So this time Sir chained me face against the wall. He used a flogger on my back, and holy crap I was sorry for what caused that punishment, REAL quick. I have not ever experienced pain like that from a flogger before. I definitely needed to cry on this one. I screamed so loud. The neighbors had to have been woken up by me. I actually kind of thought he was going to get mad at how I was acting about the flogging, because I was saying "Fuck" and screaming "that fucking hurts" and to "stop". Sir says he was even easy on me, so perhaps I’m a wimp? I don’t know, but I do know that my back is bruised and welted now. I really had no energy for a short bit after this. I just stood there in silence against the wall trying to recuperate. During this time is when Sir decided to find some more amusement in calling my sister to let her know I was ok, but not only that, he decided to ask her how to punish me next. He told her that I was a good kisser and that he loved my tits, so that made me happy, ha.

After a short discussion with her, they came to the conclusion of using candle wax on me. I was actually curious about this, and thankful to not be flogged anymore. Sir released me from the chains that held me to the wall and lay me down on a bed. He dripped candle wax all over my back side, which was very interesting. Some spots hurt but mostly it was just fun for a different sensation. Sir likes to get a rise out of me and purposely does things to get a reaction out of me and said it would be very painful to remove the wax. Well, he vacuumed it off of me which kind of made me laugh and was not in fact painful. He is funny, because he put the flippin vacuum hose on my pussy. It kind of felt good on my clit.

Sir then chained me up again while I was on my stomach, using a leg spreader bar, collar, and had my arms behind me. He used a dildo in me again, and started messing with my asshole again, grrr lol. Uh, I should mention that was an interesting moment….

Again, I am not sure of the order of things but I know that Sir licked and fingered my pussy with a butt plug in my ass. This was actually very arousing, and I loved it. Especially when he played with my nipples. Mmmm, yesss.

Sir had me on my stomach at some point with my hands handcuffed behind my back. He ordered me to put my ass in the air. I seriously did not want to, as ass play is new to me. I told him “no” which was a mistake. He started smacking my raw ass and immediately I was sorry and actually immensely aroused. As much as I didn’t want to present my asshole to him…..I liked how he doesn’t take no for an answer. I was mortified and embarrassed, but I did what I was told. So I managed to scoot back up to my face was burried in the bed and my ass and pussy was completely exposed to Sir and he licked my ass which wasn’t so bad, but was embarrassing. He also fingered it and took the dildo out of my pussy and started to put it in my ass, I started screaming lol. Again, I think he was just trying to get a rise out of me……so typical

At some point Sir asked if I was ready for my last punishment. Man, I thought it was done and over with already!! I got another set of anal beads shoved inside me and he said I had to wear them for the rest of the time. I was in disbelief. I tried pleading with him, they were not what I would really call pleasure!! He took me into the bathroom and had me sit my sore ass with beads in it into the shower with my legs up and out of the tub. (heavy sigh) Sir pissed all over me………and got it on my face. I wasn’t really sure what to think, I kept wondering if he was actually pissing on me or pouring it out of a bottle onto me. He later told me it was both. It felt humiliating, and tasted gross lol.

After this, he turned on the cold shower water rinsed me off and took the anal beads out. I had actually somewhat grown accustom to them being inside me, I had forgotten they were there. He let me clean off with soap afterwards. I was freezing, but happy to be cleaned off. Sir dried me off, put a robe on me and allowed me to put on a more comfortable blindfold. Sir spent some time kissing me again which relaxed me and I felt good and clean. I was incorrect in thinking that we were going to relax by laying down at this point, haha instead he handcuffed me in a doorway I think. He kissed me and rubbed me a little before telling me he was going to shower and then nap. I was like thinking, he cant be serious!! He DID take the shower, and I was pretty drained and sleepy at this point waiting for him to get out. I was really hoping he wouldn’t leave me there while he slept. He scared me when he got out of shower and approached me because my sense of direction was so lost and I didn’t hear him come up to me lol.

He took me to the bed and let me get under the covers, but I still had the hand cuffs on. We chatted for a bit. Rubbed each other a little. Kissed. He let me try to take the cuffs off, which I was able to squeeze a hand out, but one was stuck. Eventually he took it off. At this point I was actually feeling kind of awkward because I wanted to please Sir. I wanted to sexually arouse him and I am not one to initiate. I wasn’t sure what to do lol. Did he want anything more from me? I didn’t know how to go about it. So I just went for it and grabbed him. He didn’t object, so then I finally re-positioned myself and tasted him. Sucked him. He fingered me, mmmmm which was awesome and I was getting very turned on feeling Sir hard in my mouth. After he came, I was happy.

I also knew he would be wide awake now for a while lol. He makes me laugh at how wide awake cumming makes him. At one point when he started to touch my pussy, I closed my legs and he told me I'm not allowed to say no, this turned me on A LOT as well.

He played around with me and my pussy, talking to me like he was my Daddy, which he knows is a fantasy thing for me. So this lead to extreme arousal and orgasm. This does not happen easily for me at all. I loved it. I told him thank you, which I thought was the appropriate thing to do, but learned that it is in fact, not. He said that saying thank you would mean that he was obligated to give me an orgasm, or that he had to, or didn’t want to but that he did anyways. Apparently that was not the case.

We went to the kitchen and he teased me that another punishment was coming, but instead it was a refreshing piece of fruitJ He then told me it was like 6am or something hahahaaa. I was like, Gee I’m getting kicked outta here real soon. We went back to the bed and talked, which was really nice because it was how I am used to going to sleep at night anyways, hearing his voice.

I was happy that when Sir woke me up that it was not as early as I had expected. I was happy also that he said he slept. I wanted him to be comfortable enough to sleep. I didn’t want to kiss Sir with my morning breath lol, but I knew he was disappointed I wouldn’t, so I did. I had to use the bathroom so bad, so he took me and watched me go, which was interesting lol because I am so used to watching myself pee and when I wipe I make sure I am clean. So I was unable to do this with the blindfold on. Also because I had to take a crap and refused to do it at Sir’s house lmao so I was trying to pee and hold my ass shut. Ha. I also made the mistake of telling him later in the day after I left how I had to go poop, he'll probably try to force me to do it now. Grrrrrr.

He then handcuffed me to a doorway again, and I think he brushed his teeth. Then he came back to me and dressed me, gave me some mouthwash and gathered my stuff. Led me to the door and said goodbye.

I wanted to dive into the pool LOL haha, maybe one day I’ll get to. I got to my car with the help of my sunglasses. Sir called me to remind me to call my sister and mother to let them know I was still living, lol. I like that he cares enough to look out for me like that.

I thoroughly enjoyed myself and really hope Sir did too.

XoxoX, Jae

His Pleasure, His Will

I am unable to see, for you have blindfolded me. My clothes have been ripped apart, tattered, barely covering my now exposed, vulnerable, submissive body. As if this was not enough, you have shackled my ankles together and handcuffed my tiny wrists together in front of me and placed me on my knees, hands atop my thighs.

I am cold, scared and wondering what in the world is next when I feel a hard
decisive slap across my face. I sense that you slowly walk around me, inspecting me. I feel myself become aroused and my heart races as I feel you touching me in various
different spots. You run your finger up along my spine, over to my shoulder as you walk back in front of me, all while trailing your fingertip over my shoulder, along my collar bone down to my nipple which is already perked and hard in anticipation of your manly touch. The touch I need and crave, the one in which fulfils my desires.

Because you know my nipples alone make me burn and yearn in pleasure, you circle your finger around both of them. Teasing them, touching just the tip. I'm unable to breathe, heart pounding, pussy dripping. You lean down, and suck one small evil suck on each nipple while feeling my wetness between my legs before standing back up and chuckling. I want to beg you not to stop, but I know this is not the time. I know you, and I know I'd be punished if I spoke. For a short moment I wonder if perhaps I would like to be punished today, quickly deciding upon no and not pushing my luck.

By this time your now wet finger has run up my chest...neck...under my chin. You begin to trace my lips when you instruct me softly to open my mouth. I hesitate and fidgit a little, however it immediately comes to a halt when I feel my head yank back by the grasp you have on my hair and my mouth being pryed open with your fingers.

"Open your mouth bitch or I'll do it for you", you growl. Youre in no mood for defiance.

I obey, mouth open.

You slap me again. Again. Over and over. You tell me to suck your cock. I whimper
slightly but very quickly it turned into a yelping scream, as you pinch both of my
little hard, pink nipples excrutiatingly hard. Since it's too much for me, I
eagerly lean forward to take you into my mouth in hopes that you will release the grip
on my nipples. While I know youre not a sadist I am in tune with you and sense your mood today. You need to see me suffer. To hear me scream. As much as it physically hurts me, and we both know I'm not a masochist, I crave to take this pain against my will...... for yours.

Although my hands are handcuffed together I lift them up to guide u into my mouth and can feel that you are somewhat hard. I hold your cock in my hands as I slowly lick and suck the tip of you. Teasing you. I feel your death grip loosen on my nipples and youre now gently rubbing them in the manner I love. I then insert you a little further inside my mouth concentrating on getting your cock nice and wet. I can feel you hardening up which arouses me highly and I want you so bad. I want nothing but to please you. I take you deep into my throat just quickly though to get your entire cock wet with my spit. I use my hands to stroke your cock while my mouth goes deep over it and back off again. You rip my hands off of you and instruct me to use my filthy mouth only.

I'm even more aroused by this....which causes me to lean all the way into you taking you into my throat, my nose touching your abdomen and gagging. After doing this a few times I quickly suck you up and down. Spit is hanging from my chin and mouth. Instinctively I try to use my hands a few times but you tell me I cannot. So instead I try to lower myself down a little more so that I may suck and lick your freshly shaven balls. Then sitting upright again sucking and tasting your hard cock. I can taste the precum. I am devouring your dick as if it's the last thing I'll ever taste. I want it, it's hard for ME. I want to satisfy you. You pull out of my mouth, grab my throat and ask me if i'm enjoying what I am doing. I try to look up at u and speak, but cant move nor will my voice escape. You remove the blindfold and slightly release my throat.

Looking up at you in my make up stained eyes, I reply instantly in a whisper, "Yes Sir."

"I thought so you dirty little girl. You love it. I can see how you reach for me, slut. Beg me for more."

I try to lean forward to put you in my mouth again without begging, but your grip on my throat doesnt allow me. You say, "You know what you need to do if you want it."

"Please Sir let me taste you. Fuck my mouth, use me Sir! I am here for your use. Please may I suck your cock Sir?"

You release your throat grip on me and grab my hair....forcefully fucking my mouth, raping my throat, letting yourself all the way in. I feel you tensing up and I hear your breathing and moans. I'm completely ready to have you cum down my throat but you pull out and squirt cum all over my face. I try to suck you at the end of your orgasm, but you push me back and tell me no. I'm on the floor in ankle shackles and handcuffs. As a sign of submission I spread myself to you, opening my knees and using my hands to open my pussy, cum dripping all over my face.

You look at me, stand up and tell me I look like a slut and for me to remain splayed like that for an hour. I am honored.

XoxoX, Jae

Forced Masterbation

I come over to your house and the instant the door shuts behind us, you grab my throat and slightly lift me off the ground asking me if I'm ready to be a good girl and obey you. I try to say "Yes, Sir" however my voice does not come out, so I nod my head the best I can. You smile, release my neck and calmly order me to undress completely and get on my knees. I obey, but while getting down onto my knees I quietly ask you without looking into your eyes, "Can I use the bathroom?"

You ask me if that is the proper way to ask. I repeat, "Please...... may I use the bathroom Sir?"

"Yes you may, you can crawl there." and you start guide the way.

I was a little taken aback, but crawl, following you. At the tip of my tongue is some back talking but I don't feel as gutsy in your presence. Once in the restroom I use the toilet and freshen myself up. My heart is racing, anticipating what is to come next. When done, I open the door and you're right there waiting. You sternly yet gently push me down to my knees and have me crawl back out to the living room, following you. I'm a little awkward and embarrassed. You tell me to come to you and take care of your cock while you finish watching your TV show and return some texts. I crawl to you, you slide your pants off and sit down on the leather couch. I take your cock into my hands and then my mouth. Licking and sucking, making you hard. After some moments of this, you pull me off of your cock by my hair, and tell me to sit on your coffee table and spread myself open and play with myself.

Slowly and very unsure, I position myself on the table with my legs up and open. I tell you I don't want to do this. You say that it doesn't matter, and that I will be fine. You tell me you want me to touch myself. So eventually I'm rubbing myself and you tell me to insert my fingers into my pussy. I do. I can feel my face flushed red in embarrassment, yet I am so aroused I'm dripping wet. After some time of this, you tell me to get off the table and crawl to your bed in your room and present myself on my knees and hands, so that you may spank me. You tell me it is the room straight down the hall. You do not follow or guide me.

I'm in position, waiting for you atop your bed. On all fours. You are taking a while to come in so I change positions and I'm just naked on my knees on top of your bed. I don't hear you approach me, so I'm startled when you grab my neck from behind and yank me back against you. You ask me if that is how you asked me to be positioned. I start to say something but you cover my mouth and then grab my hair pulling my neck back so far its now difficult to breathe. You chuckle. You tell me to quit having excuses for everything and that when you ask something of me, it is expected to be done exactly how you asked. You let me go but at the same time you push me down so now I am on my hands and knees. You spank my ass. Paddle it. Flog it, and my back. Eventually I beg you to stop, but you tell me this is punishment for not listening to directions properly. For not exercising, not calling you Sir, and for cursing. That I need to be more responsible and more timely. I plead and tell you that I will. I feel tears coming, now falling down my cheek. You tell me, one day perhaps you'll learn Little One. I don't like to punish, but it's necessary.

You finally stop and bring me to the floor by my hair and gag me with your hard throbbing cock, you have me suck and lick on your balls. You make me beg. My mouth is dripping with spittle hanging down, I'm trying to catch my breath. You cum in my mouth and tell me not to swallow it, that I must hold it in my mouth until I cum. You know I don't like doing that.

You then tell me to get up and on the bed on all fours again. You then take your precious time inspecting me. Antagonizing me by messing with my asshole. You clamp my nipples which make the tears come again. You go back and forth between pain, pleasure, soft, rough. You finger fuck me and hold a small vibrator on my clit until i reach orgasm.

After all of this you see that I am not talking, you realize your cum is in my mouth still. You grab my face and ask me why I haven't swallowed. I just look at you. I do not want to swallow, and I know you know I like to swallow it immediately. You laugh, slap me. You tell me that once again I have not obeyed. You kiss me. I see that you're highly amused, but I see kindness in your face. Then you tell me to open my mouth, you spit inside it and you tell me you'll be right back and for me not to move and not to swallow.

A moment later, you come back with a decent sized dildo and tell me to suck it and not to let one ounce of the cum that is still in my mouth spill, nor any of my own spit. You want me to fuck the dildo with my mouth ensuring I swallow everything. You taunt me telling me if I drip anything out of my lips that I will be sorry. You will punish me worse.

I obey.

XoxoX, Jae