Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Out to a Dirty Dinner

He was going to be home late from work, and had called asking if I would like to go out to dinner that evening. Delighted, I said yes. I could hear the slight smile in his voice over the phone as he instructed me to be waiting in my chair, collar on, sitting properly with my hands in my lap, and I was not to look at him nor speak to him until spoken to. I was to wear whatever I wanted, dressy or casual as long as I was in some sort of skirt.

Obediently I waited, knowing in the next couple of minutes he’d come thru the door. Because I was expecting it, I jumped when I heard him come in, and quickly folded my hands in my lap, trying not to fidget. He walked passed me setting his briefcase down, then headed to the kitchen to set his empty lunch containers into the sink.

He came to me next, and stood directly in front of me, used his knees to kick my own open and stood between my legs. He cupped my chin, pulled my face upward so that I could look him in the eyes and he said “Good girl”. He leaned down and kissed my lips locking them only for a second before gripping my hair to pull my whole body back. With his other hand he used his fingers to feel my collar. Suddenly my face was shoved into his stomach and he moved my hair out of the way, apparently my collar was not on tight enough for his liking.

He pulled me up off the chair inspecting my neck and it’s tightened collar. Finally he smiled and said, “Much better” and then kissed me again, firmly. He took a step back looking me up and down, patted my ass and asked if I was ready to go.

“Yes” I replied with a smile.

He slapped my face, hard asking, “Yes, what?”

I tensed and said “Yes, Sir.”

He then muttered something to himself asking how many times he has to tell me to say Sir when speaking to him. I tried to lean into him and apologize but he just walked ahead and I followed behind. The drive to the restaurant was quick and quiet. When he parked he hesitated before getting out and looked at me. He took my hand and kissed the top of it, and told me he wanted me to be a good girl inside.

Once seated and the waiter walked away leaving us with our menus, my Dominant man took my menu from me and said he would order for me. He picked up my spoon, pointed it at me and told me to get my purse. I picked it up setting it in my lap. He jabbed the spoon toward me and I took it from him, he told me to put it into my purse and to go to the bathroom. I was told to remove my panties and then bring my self to climax with the spoon inside of me, but not to orgasm. Then to return to the table and give him my panties, and set the spoon back where he picked it up. I was not allowed to wipe my wetness off of the spoon either.

Stunned, I just looked at him but I could tell this was not something to question. So I got up with my purse and spoon inside and casually walked to the bathroom and locked myself in one of the stalls. I took off my panties, which already were starting to become wet and put them inside my purse, and took the spoon out. I put it in my mouth and sucked gently to get it wet while I opened my legs up and leaned back onto the door. I set the spoon onto my clit rubbing a bit, and then slid it into my pussy. Slowly I fucked myself with it while rubbing my clit and right when I felt myself wanting to cum, I stopped like I was told.

Back at the table, my salad was waiting for me. The waiter walked up to see if I needed anything and my Dom replied for me. “Yes, she needs to hand her panties over to me.” I blushed and looked down into my lap, but the waiter found humor and walked away. The man I adored held his hand out over the table and I passed him my panties that he put into his pocket. The spoon was set next to my salad plate. A few moments later my soup was brought and I was told to use my used spoon to eat it.

Upon leaving dinner, Sir got out a leash he had in the trunk and attached it to my collar. He sat me into the backseat, legs still outside the car and attached ankle cuffs to each leg. He sat me in the middle of the backseat and used some other gadgets that resulted in each ankle bound to either side of the car hanging from the hand rest ordeals above the windows. I whimpered since I was in a skirt and no panties, completely exposed.

He smiled and patted my cheeks and said “good girl”. He got into his driver seat and drove. At a stop light he rolled all the windows down and reached into his pocket, took the panties out and reached back shoving them into my mouth. He ordered me to masturbate. I had free use of my hands, and obeyed.

When we got home he untied me and walked me into the house, up the stairs into his room. He ripped my clothes off ordering me down onto my knees, face into the floor. He inserted a glass but plug into my ass, and then spanked me with his cane. He knows my body well and sensed when I’d had enough, stopped and kissed my ass softly. Then I heard him undress himself. He walked to the front of me pulling me up by my hair, and shoved his cock into my mouth. He told me to use both of my hands to masturbate, and that I had to suck him until I came.

When I did, he abruptly pulled out of my drooling mouth and picked me up throwing me onto the bed on my knees. He fucked me doggy style so hard while I was still cumming that I was screaming in pleasure. Right when he was going to cum, he pulled out and inserted his cock into my ass, causing more screams from me but this time in pain, reminding me of who I am. His.

Sunday, July 25, 2010

1st Public Experience

All names and places changed to protect their privacy.


Late in the evening I received a text from Carter right at the same time I was texting him, to confirm 3pm for the next day. He informed me that I could expect to be tied up and spanked at “The Event”, and then a little surprise for Sunday. I just sat in my car staring at my cell phone reading the text over and over. I truly did not know I would be partaking in anything at “The Event”, so my heart was pounding and I felt my face flush with excitement and my nerves twinging. I told myself to be thankful.

After I arrived, I showed the guys what possible things I could wear and it was decided on the red schoolgirl skirt, the black corset top with fishnet thigh highs that had some red ribbon tied into it, and the short boot heels. The girls came in and right away I felt comfortable, they were welcoming and down to earth. Same with Jaylin and Rex when they arrived, I never felt like the oddball. When Shilah came, I was trying to figure out who she was since I had never heard her name before. She was a cute little thing, quiet and sweet.

Finally it was time to go, and we were off to “The Event”. I swear, I thought I would be so freaked out even getting out of the car dressed in something you don’t see in everyday vanilla life. But knowing that Carter and Ernie liked it, and that the other girls were dressed in the same type of way, I could have cared less what anyone would have thought. It was as though it was only “us” that existed. I continued to feel that way for the rest of the entire evening.

Cristi quickly poured us all a drink and the evening began.

I am not even sure what took place right before this, but Carter motioned for me to follow him into one of the rooms. Without thinking, I did. He handed me his drink and said to wait there and that he would be right back. The rooms have glass walls so I could see where he went, and what he got…. his toy bag. My heart didn’t know what to do and I felt my face get hot. He sat next to me on the couch, took both our drinks from me, setting them aside and ordered me onto my knees in front of him facing away. I don’t know what was going through my head, but the only way to describe it, is to say that I went into “sub mode”.

He tied my arms very tightly behind my back with the rope wrapping around my chest, making me very aware of every breath I took. While he did this, I believe is when the rest of the group came in. I didn’t know what I was supposed to do. Sit there with my head down, stare straight ahead, or chat with them? I think I knelt there with some glances here and there, unsure if this was the proper thing for me to do. I could hear Ernie asking him about the rope and Carter explaining it. Suddenly a pillow was set onto the ground; he told me to put my face down into it, and ass into the air. I felt my inner thighs sort of tapped, indicating to open them up wider. I could not believe I was exposed like this for more than one person. I had to almost not think about it, yet my adrenaline was rushing. Getting self conscious at a time like this, was not going to help me so I put aside the thoughts that went flying through my head and only focused on the things that turned me on, and awaiting a possible order.

I felt my skirt lift up. My ass and black thong was now exposed and cooling off from the air. Quickly that coolness was replaced by some light rubs, and little warming up smacks to my cheeks. Slowly the bare hand spanks got harder and harder. A hand took mine, quickly reassuring and comforting me. A finger was gagging me, my hair pulled. I could sense the change of pace and touch in the spankings, and I knew it was not just Carter doing it. Once my ass was nice and hot, I was pulled up and ordered to say thank you. I looked up to see Ernie and Rex sitting there casually. I looked at Ernie and said thank you, but quickly looking back at Carter, as he was my comfort zone. He pointed back at Ernie and said, “Thank you, what?” I was aroused by the correction, and immediately said, “Thank you Sir” to Ernie. Carter nodded toward Rex and I repeated myself to him, and then again to Carter.

My feelings were arousal and embarrassment. I was okay though, and I was happy. I had never ever had more than one person with me when doing anything like this. Not only was it the three of them, but the girls too, along with the glass walls and everyone else in the room. Carter then asked if I wanted to stay tied up or not. I never know how to answer those questions, I told him with a giggle that it was up to him, so he told me to sit there like that for a while then.

He decided to pull over the stool thing that Cristi had been sitting on and had me lay over it but keep my knees placed on the ground. At that time I remember Jaylin asking if she could put a pillow under my knees. I could not see her, but she stayed down by my ass, and asked permission to touch me, while Carter and Rex used me as their footstool. Another first. I embraced it and enjoyed it. It was actually relaxing. I didn’t know what to do with my wandering eyes, I wondered if I should close them or keep them open. A few times Rex caught me looking at him and he’d put a leg over my face. Something about that made me even more comfortable because it eliminated an option for me. I just closed my eyes and quit wondering what to do with them! I heard Carter and him talking about my ass, which led to a couple emotions. I fear rejection so I kept wondering if I looked okay. Arousal took place again. There was some slight humiliation involved in how I felt as well.

Jaylin asked me what color I was, and I had no idea what she meant. I had actually never had anyone ask me that before. But when she said “Are you red, yellow or green?” I understood and said green. Her face lit up and she nodded her head in satisfaction with my answer. She was lightly rubbing my backside. She is the first woman to ever touch me. Again, I embraced it and I only let myself think of what was amazing about it. That is, the dynamic here. She had to ask permission, I believe she asked both Carter and Rex. This concept alone was exciting for me. Just having another submissive around was hot. Seeing how she and her Dom interacted together intrigued me. Rex asked me later what my color was, and I told him yellow only because my hand was asleep so him and Ernie massaged my hands and moved the rope the best they could. It helped a lot. When Carter came back, he untied me, and massaged my arms as well.

From that scene on I was in submissive mode. I sensed and felt my need to cater to and make the best of this evening for Carter. I care about him dearly and wanted to make him proud, along with have a good report for his submissive/girlfriend (she was unable to attend and asked me to go with him) in regards to me. I only knew Carter when I first got to her place, and she had asked me to go with him, so my sub mode sort of kicked in not only for myself, but also for her and for him. I wanted him to have a good time with a submissive friend (even though idk what I am doing half the time) and I knew she trusted me so I went for it. I knew there was no pressure, expectations or questions with Carter.

Having said that, I got him his drinks or food, asked him if I could use the restroom. He made me wait till he finished smoking. I was amused by it. We all went upstairs and sprawled across a couple of beds and relaxed and chatted, watched the oldies screw, finger and blow each other, it was quite entertaining. Another first. I have never seen people just fuck like that!

At one point when I went to get some drinks, Rex and Jaylin were getting some as well. They causally asked me how I felt about the scene that took place. Upon telling them, I mentioned that she was the first girl that ever touched me. They both looked at me, flabbergasted. As I poured a drink, I saw her talking with him and the next thing I knew, Rex tells her to ask me. She asked me if later on in the night, if she could kiss me. Even though I sensed that would be her question, I was stunned, flattered and replied telling her that if a scene led to that, then it would be okay.

Next, I am being summoned to the room with the St. Andrews cross in it. I was kind of shocked and I joked saying “No, use Cristi.” By this time in the night, there was a lot more people there and more scenes going on. My skirt came off, shirt pulled up, blindfold put on, and tied to the cross face into it. Carter and Rex flogged me pretty good, sometimes two at a time. It hurt, but I loved taking it. I could hear something to the right of me. I sounded like someone was getting spanked, or hit, loudly. I was told to count out the last 5 strikes, the 5th one coming twice and being the most stinging. Once untied, I felt somewhat dizzy and I was given water. I felt very taken care of and I deeply appreciated it. I was proud to be there with whom I was with.

Once I sort of came to, I realized it was Jaylin next to my right side, bound to some saddle like looking thing, ball gag where it belonged, and a cherry red ass. Rex was using a whip on her, the first time I’ve ever seen anything like it. My mouth dropped open as I gasped and watched in disbelief. I could see in Jaylin’s body that she needed it, wanted it, and loved it. I told Carter that watching them almost made me emotional, in a good way. Just seeing the two of them fulfilling each other’s deepest desires and needs, was phenomenal.

Shortly after this, we decided to leave and go to “The Bar”, another place I had never been to. It was different that I thought but it was cool. We got a drink and Carter showed me around, the dance floor, patio and upstairs. He made me tell one of the dancers I liked her hair even though I didn’t want to! We went upstairs where there was a hot female Domme dominating a hot female sub. After watching the scene Carter walked over to the St. Andrews cross and waved me in. I was saying to him “What? Again? I can’t do this right now, after those super hot chicks being up there!” I was kind of self-conscious and didn’t feel as good-looking as them, but I pushed it out of my head and he offered me the blindfold, which I eagerly accepted. He told me to just focus on him, and explained that he’d be working the front of me this time and that the skirt was coming off. I told him I have never had my front flogged! I was kind of scared since there were a lot of people, and I wasn’t sure how I was going to react to the pain on the front of my body. It was really painful (especially on the pussy and upper insides of thighs) but I was happy to endure it. It was Carter and Rex there once the blindfold came off at the end. I remember letting out a slight chuckle when I saw them both standing there.

After untied, Carter said for me to kneel and kiss his feet…. I never in my life imagined myself doing that. If a man asked me outside of a scene if I would do that, I would have said “not so much”. But during the scene, it just went with the flow. I think with it being publicized, with adrenaline, and being with someone I trust made the difference.

Everyone seemed pretty tired after that, so we took off and had Ernie drive us home with a stop at In & Out burgers first. Once everyone ate, they took off. Right as Rex and Jaylin were leaving, she came over to me on the couch bed, hopped up and started taking off my shirt saying, “Take your corset off”. She had grabbed a little t-shirt and then put it on me. I was like …… wow. I was definitely embarrassed, as my chest had not been exposed the entire night and the guys were right there. It was a simple gesture, but I just have never had anything like that before. She is adorable though.

Come morning time Carter made scrambled eggs and we chatted for a bit. After eating we got up and I was a little nervous not knowing what could take place next. Since I had no idea what the plan was, I wanted to freshen up with baby wipes! I started fishing through my suitcase, when Carter took my arm and said, “Before you do that, come here” He led me into his submissive’s room, stood me in front of him, and instructed me to take my clothes off. I mentioned that I wanted to freshen up since I just woke up, and he said that I would be okay. I removed my clothes and stood there. He explained that I would be sucking his cock, spitting his cum into a little cup and that we were making ice cubes for her to utilize once she came home. He said he was going to take a couple pictures and send them to her. She loved the idea of all it.

I was told to kneel. I did. He reached for nipple clamps and I whimpered, as nipple pain will make tears spring immediately. He attached them, but thankfully not too tight. He asked me to lean back in order to take the first picture. He then told me with a smile and held his arms out to the side of himself in a proud manner, “Do your job!”

With that, I inched closer to him with my face in his crotch. I slid his navy blue boxer briefs down, and he stepped out of them. Tossing them aside, my first thought was I want him hard. I took his cock into my hands and licked him to get him fully wet. I took him all the way into my mouth, feeling his hardness quickly form, which turned me on immensely.

He took me by my hair causing me to gasp as he pulled me off of him. I looked up at him reaching toward his cock with my mouth. I could see the gleam in his eyes when he asked if I liked sucking him. I replied “Yes, Sir” and reached again, only this time him allowing my mouth to be filled by his cock. He used my hair to guide my mouth on and off of him, to fuck my mouth, and invade my throat.

My slobber and spit was building up, drool slipping out of my mouth. He ordered my hands behind my back and I believe he was taking a picture at this point. He pulled my face off of him again saying something about how dirty I looked with all the spit everywhere and asked if I liked it. I know I smiled and nodded, then quickly saying “Yes Sir”. He allowed me to use my hands then and I worked him efficiently gagging myself on him. I love gagging on cock, it is super hot and reminds me of my place, there solely for the purpose of pleasing him, just a hole for his cock to enjoy.

By the slight tension is his body I sensed him nearing climax, and sure enough he asked if I was ready for his cum, and ready to spit it into the cup. I was more than ready. I felt his cock pulsating against my lips and he held my head in place to receive his cum. He slid out of my mouth, and handed me the tiny white plastic cup. He got his phone ready for a picture, and snapped as I spit my mouthful into the cup.

I got up and followed him into the kitchen. As he got the ice tray, I asked if I could clean my face off. He said yes, and I rinsed off in the kitchen sink while he poured the specimen into the tray. He was spreading the spit and cum into each separate cube. I asked him if he really was going to make her drink them, and he said yes. He said the idea was very hot to him.

Thanks to my dear friend, Carter’s submissive, I was able to have this experience. I was exhilarated.
Jae
XoxoX